| | Dunno what's happenin' to me lately. I'm constantly on guard with what I say and how I interact with other people. I've realized how blunt I am 80% of the time. Blunt words can be be recklessly repulsive..I mean it. Not that I intentionally say things to hurt others (I'd rather kill myself), but I guess peepz take my humor the wrong way. Juz the other day I saw a friend of mine that got a new haircut which looks real hip. I was amazed at her transformation, and I blurred out, "Dang girl, you look punk!" Later when we walked into class together, I felt horrible for sayin' that. I mean, do you say "punk" to a person to flatter their ego or does it just inevitably throw their ego into the waste bin? After class I wanted to apologize to her for being offensive (if it ever was offensive, which I still dunno), but she left before I said goodbye, which made me think if she's hating me for life. Hmm...
So dear frienz out there, if I EVER offended you in any way, I apologize. My insensitivity, my cold humor, and my tactless behavior got the worst of me. I've realized how many friends I've lost cuz they were offended by my lack of articulation plus wrong formation of the verbal language. Makes me wanna bite my tongue off, arrghhh. I should be more careful...man, why's life so hard? |
| | Posted 10/7/2005 3:10 PM - 15 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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